7.30.01

i lost something very precious to me yesterday. fitting that i wake up and it’s soggy and grey outside. at least sometimes the weather complies with my moods…if i’d woken up to blue sky and sunshine this morning i think it might have made me physically ill. it’s noon and all i’ve accomplished thus far today is breakfast, which actually, now that i think of it, isn’t that far from my usual mo’dus operandi these days. only i think i’m headed back to bed with a copy of Murakami’s Wind-Up Bird Chronicles now. i have to get the motivation up to drive back to boise at some point today, but right now inertia is keeping me in the cabin.