11.7.02 – Nashville, TN

i think i hit my low point on the tour this week. had an ugly altercation with an actor on the tour on tuesday – i grouched at him for being late, and he publicly ripped me a new asshole. being an empath sometimes makes me very good at my job – i (usually) have a subtle understanding of what people feeling and how they need to be approached – but other times it makes it hard for me to deal when someone aims as much wrath at me as this guy did. this particular occasion it was just enough to shove me over the edge into emotional breakdown territory for the rest of the day. i’m over it now, and he did apologize later, but i have to say i’m not sorry that he’s the one who’s quitting and leaving the tour at the end of this week.

on a lighter note, the loyalty of a good friend is priceless:

Well, you certainlyfuckin’lootley ARE NOT a bitch and that guy can smell my dirty underwear and drink spoilt milk before what goes around gets back to HIM!

hee hee. hannah lights up my world.